I have so much unresolved trauma surrounding my parents that I don’t know if I’ll ever get to a normal state

what are you sacrificing that I don’t need you to sacrifice that I could use somewhere else

but hey I’m learning

to instead of say nothing

to say I think we should have a conversation about it instead of leaving it on that note

which I normally would’ve just left and stressed about

i take it back

I know why I feel like this

the last couple of days idk if it was

idk

backlog of chats maybe isn’t what’s pending

maybe I just think it is to explain why I feel this way

but he’s felt off the last few days

like he’s less happy with me

the vibe is less and lower and idk how to describe it

and i just felt like i was being too much emotionally

which plays into my last post but also

maybe he’s thinking about that conversation

i am not finding the right level of comfort in my relationship lately

it’s mostly been anxiety

about being too much

it’s been too good for too long and there’s nothing to fight for that i feel unsettled

harampolice:

thank you for following me I have nothing to offer

meladoodle:

In improv class we had to come up with a kinda neutral statement for someone to respond to and one of the guys said to me “hey did you hear they’ve stopped making socks?” and I just lost it. That shit is so funny. Why would they just stop making socks. I wanna explore that world.

meladoodle:

In improv class we had to come up with a kinda neutral statement for someone to respond to and one of the guys said to me “hey did you hear they’ve stopped making socks?” and I just lost it. That shit is so funny. Why would they just stop making socks. I wanna explore that world.

ashbelero:

random-chaos-thoughts:

final-girl-cas:

testosteronetwunk:

madscientist-enthusiast:

transdeans:

pockycastiel:

divorcegirl-deactivated20220819:

hellygf:

obstacle1mp3:

girlblocker:

canyoncowboy:

Unrestrained summer fun

You just can’t get this kinda shit on any other platform.

the-memeblades-chosen-one:

wyrmbloods:

vaynglory:

the other day i learned that taking a long time to fall asleep is called “sleep latency” which is just the funniest thing to me tbh

me, tossing and turning until 2 am: the lag…

napping is easy because your brain is connecting to the Sleep Server at low traffic hours for your region.

when everyone is trying to get on the Sleep Server during high traffic hours, night in your region, the lag is at its worst and many people can’t even connect to the server at all that’s why falling asleep at night is hard thank you for coming to my ted talk

wordsaremylife:

throckmorton-of-frogmorton:

tfw-adhd:

This is weird bevause ive had this exact thought before

Actually it really does help to paint the picture

kalichnikov:

beyoncescock:

w h y

corvuspanoptes:

oh you’re *cocking* your gun? what’s next, sucking it?

theradioghost:

duskdragon39:

wilds-ponytail:

Tags via @theradioghost, mostly because I now want to find this and read it.

ALT

@duskdragon39​

Hah, I was referring to La Disparition by Georges Perec – the English translation I have is called A Void (I believe there are other translations but I haven’t personally encountered them). It is not by any means a typical read, and some of the sentence constructions can make your head spin, but if you like weird shit for the sake of weird shit it’s worth tracking down!

(There’s also another novel without the letter E called Gadsby, but I prefer La Disparition becuase of its playfully meta qualities and surreal parody of mystery novels. Gadsby has a much more conventional narrative.)

psychoticrambling: