damn i was excited to spend a long weekend

we’ve never had 3 days b4

yijin using his wish to get heedo to go back for her own sake has me deadddd

ko yurim is infuriating

something that happens to me is that if i take over someone else’s job, i’ll forget things about the job

eg repair i did where i forgot to void warranty bc i came in midway to take over i wanted to make sure the customer didn’t have to repeat themselves bc fuck it’s annoying when u get passed onto another person at a shop and u gotta restart ur visit

i gotta remember not to rush so i cover all my bases

yijin is definitely rooting for heedo no question

i’m sobbbing the moment when hee do goes into the crowd and theyre cheering before her match

SHIT LIKE THAT ALWAYS GETS ME

knowing how hard someone worked to get somewhere, the crowd cheering

i’m happy crying

i didn’t want to

bring this mood and conversation to a place that is sacred to us

cydie:

I am stitching myself up with sales out here

tally 3 cxs i could have sold something to that i didn’t cap on

I am stitching myself up with sales out here

it’s mad discouraging to know that there is something amazing that i don’t have a equal chance of getting

cos i really just gave up on sales today

i am actually so sad that brad wont give back my media driver

literally 2 tb of media

my barbie movie collection

that 2005 doctor who collection that took me like a week to pirate bc my internet was slow as shit in 2012

so so many memories on that drive

i’m so fucking dead why

i’m very low and dead today

i probably do need a mood stabiliser

good fucking christ 2521

end of EP 5 yijin

fuck that was sad

I see so much of myself in yijin and his trauma and how he shows it

a lack of “when do I see u next”