what do i call this

motivation burnout???? hmmmmm burnout isnt really 

motivation withdrawal?????? potentially

burnout is like when you suffer too much of something you check out or whatever

so probably withdrawal

i never have it and then i had it and now i 

WANT to have it because i feel pointless

i dont feel like doing literally anything

i cant get into the right mindset

i literally just feel like being useless at home

i enjoy nothing right now and i hate it