is it a good thing because

1. i can use this opportunity???? to get closer with girls

2. helps me deal with how i feel about girls

3. but also its like do i change his perception of this becaus he should see it from my point of view bc its my perception and not his

pls dont read over my shoulder before ive explained everything because the way i word and phrase things baseline doesn’t actually communicate what i mean

it just gives a baseline indication of what things mean to ME so that i can hash it out and explain it properly later